I went to the Nurse Practioner here in Brownsville Friday, she done a CBC blood test and my White blood count was elevated really high.  She went back into the computer and looked at my file from when I had worked there and she noticed that my white blood count was always elevated.  She asked alot of questions and proceeded to tell me that she thought it could be a rare blood disorder called Thaalasemia or possibly cancer.  My heart literally stopped beating, and my anxiety shot out the roof.  One of the most difficult things I have heard in my life.  They made me an appointment to go see a Hematologist on the 25th.  I am so scared.

Saturday I went to Quik Care in Bowling Green because I was hurting all over and was still running a fever.  Found out I had the flu and a uti and came home with Theraflu and an antibiotic.  Still feeling pretty rough today but did do a little dusting.  Can't get my mind off of having to go to the hematologist and been fighting with Rollin, I hate that!!